Showing posts with label Assignment. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Assignment. Show all posts

Friday, 14 November 2014

A Few Things

Surviving the Fight or Fighting to Survive

A Few Things


Hey guys, I know that I have already done a blog today but there are a few little things...
Just a quick shout out to children in need! Please donate your money! These services are invaluable and I have seen some of the services the charity funds myself. I have helped my baby boy raise £28 this week which I am quite happy with considering the nursery's takings last year were £112. Proud mommy. :)


Click here to donate! Children in need Donation Page

Also, I got a lot of work done today and I am starting to realize that I am capable of finishing this course, and finishing uni. Because yes, I have my drawbacks, depression, a bit lazy sometimes, and also a huge procrastinator who wont get anything done until she has to when it comes to school work. But I also have positives that other people don't, my class mates have been telling me that I am a hard worker, I'm intelligent, I am a good writer ect. So I guess I balance the playing field a little bit.

Been to the doctors and it was pretty useless but I am going to have some blood tests and she gave me some numbers to organisations that I can call to get some extra talking time whilst I am waiting for my Dialectic Behaviour Therapy (DBT). I will be going back in two weeks so hopefully she will have made some headway.

And the last thing, my page views are slowly but steadily increasing. I know some of those views are by some people who wish to harass be but hey, you're helping my numbers so go right ahead. :D Google just automatically puts your comments in the spam box anyway, good old google. But today so far I have had 72 page views. That amazes me! 72 people reading my blog in a day! Maybe this really will get somewhere and I will one day fulfill one of my life goals, to make certain subjects less taboo, because it is life after all, we don't need to shy away from it. Plus, surprisingly, when you are open, you will be shocked at how many people are then able to feel open too. I have seen it myself.

So please, please, I urge you, if you are reading this, try to be a little more open about your problems, about your past. You get respect, you get the favour returned, and you get given so many opportunities to help people, because you need to know to help and I have found that it leads to a much more fulfilling life! Remember,  Survive the Fight and Fight to Survive!

Wednesday, 5 November 2014

The Anxiety

Surviving the Fight or Fighting to Survive

The Anxiety


Sorry I have not posted in a few days guys, I have a huge workload to do at the moment... college essays and all. My psychology one is done and out of the way and I have a social policy one due in tomorrow.... O.o 

It's hard trying to keep the balance between work like, home life, and personal time. Sometimes I write so much and work so hard that my brain just fries and you can practically see the smoke coming out of my ears like in those old cartoons.

So I have been trying to break it up with some leisure too, I bought a month subscription to Sketchbook Pro 7, it's really user friendly and I love it. 
Still got some tweeking to do but that is another one of my hobbies. :) Self taught and not the best but I enjoy it.

I'm meant to be in college today but I am not going to go because my anxiety is pretty bad and I know that even if I do force myself to go, information is going to stick into my brain because I will be so nervous.

So I am going to stay home and work on this assignment. I know what you're thinking, she's skiving to get this essay done that she has left until the last minute. I wish that was the case really, I wish I didn't have to feel so sick at the thought of leaving this place....

I had better hope today is a better day and carry on Surviving the Fight and Fighting to Survive!